Tuesday, September 21, 2010

One.

So this is my first post in this new blog...I think I've been turned back on to writing, which is a good thing. I think it's only fair to say that I have another personal blog that you'll never find, where I pour out my angry rants and heavy emotional feelings, because that's just not something that I want everyone to know about.

Soooo, first month of school has officially passed. I suppose that I feel more like a sophomore now, in that I don't always feel lost anymore, but it's kinda scary at the same time. I've got a little over 2 and 1/2 years to finish all of the classes that I need for my major and minor, study abroad, and make the relationships that will hopefully last a lifetime. I've been blessed with the relationships that I've already made, and in that this semester has not been awfully stressful yet. However, I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. It's not good to sit and anticipate the bad things coming, and only think of them, but I just feel like something is bound to fall apart soon. It makes me sad, because I want everything to feel like it does now - comfortable and happy, for the most part. I think that I have a lot of spiritual and emotional growing to do, though, so I think the next couple months may turn out to be a bit more difficult for me.